it’s been a long time since I login to this forum.
So I did Letter of Intent last year. I made it on my phone first before I wrote it down on a paper. One night before I burned it, I felt tingling on some part of my body. It was kinda scary because I lived in the haunted house at the time. The next day, I decided to burn the letter. I got the feeling I have more than one incubus, or maybe he invited some of his brothers idk. But to be clear, I only asked one lover to Lilith. A few months later I moved. Sometimes I felt like the one who attached to me could be an imposter. Or maybe he’s just so clingy and wants to cuddle all the time. I feel so tired and all I want to do is lying in my bed. I lose the urge to meditate. Nothing extreme tho, except I am horny almost all the time and I jerked off three times two days ago. He stays with me 24/7 and never leaves.
I did an Incantation to Murmur by VKJ because I was worried it could be an imposter or egregore that I created unintentionally. At night, I dreamed my father changed my bedsheet to white (I have black) so I thought it was clear. But for the past days I felt so drained and the thought it could be imposter came back. I did Incantation to Murmur by VKJ again yesterday. No dream but I felt hot sensation on the right side of my body. I don’t know if it’s a good sign or not. So I need help.
Can anyone do a divination for me? Is this real incubus or impostor or egregore? If it’s real is it more than one? I have so many doubts sometimes. All any kind of divination is appreciated. Thank you.