I think you need to break out the divination you’re best at and ask him directly - murdering some poor little whiskery chap in the hope it will bring you more shiny things (I too know about the casual way the rich discard stuff!) might piss him off, you’re the mouse to these rich people, as disposable, faceless, etc.
Try asking him is my best advice, I eat meat and wear leather so I’m not all “wooo animal sacrifice is BAAD” but there needs to be a reason, and you killing critters further down the food-chain, when you’re in that situation yourself - it seems like a mis-match to me.
“Please don’t chop my head off Mister Uru, I only want to have fun like you!”
Once again you pull me back from the dark side , I thinking in terms of lowest common denominator in mammals being vermin but I used to own hamsters though they are a delicacy in Peru, I feel bad just thinking about it now , but , there’s a but , we eat meat so if it has to be done , I’m getting a free range chicken and making me a curry after chopping its head off.
I just swallowed about 5 grams of dried high Hawaian Magic Truffles so I will be doing some ritual work soon , any YouTube sound songs for getting more into the Magical frame of mind?
On a side note , I just lost 30 minsWTF or the movie just skipped! Fuck it , I’m boiling ayahuasca too, Chacurna or P Virdis. Wishe luck :0
In conclusion, i did a ritual to a Bitwi Iboga Shaman Trance song, shaking and rolling around to the fast beats until I was exhausted, gave up went to bed and revisited a dream from the previous night , so vivid then I entered another world/dimension and another life , I have to God damn write these dreams down, Eva , any tricks for remembering to write down dreams before they disappear back into ones subconscious? I have everything beside me , as in pen and pad , I’ve even resorted to sleeping with sigils under my pillow ( highly recommended ) # what an experience, dream wise .