1.) void- and earth mother aint just a hippie wiccan thing
are we still making fun of these people? am kind of out of the loop
not just currents but manual and regular (sincere and respectful) exchanges help.
turns out: that “scarred sorcerer’s numb soul” ..was largely you being too depressed to just “drink some [void]-water” and you were all shriveled n shit (°__° ’ ) .. yes i feel dumb now. dealing with changing current(s) n dogma, cults and personal drama n shit are rather “distracting”.
in short: STAY HYDRATED
2.) books and high concepts and chaosmagic and old traditions are fun
-but just going into the forest and respectfully communing with the locals there is priceless. SO STOP BEING A NERRRD
3.) NOT being shit terrified of your shadow is a sign that
A: you are full of shit
B: you are fine
C: B but really, you are full of shit
And no, integrating and shadowwork* dont “solve” a singular solvable “problem”
-you will always carry quite a mess with you, but its your job that it will stay managable and not make you dead inside or a freak.
4.) neglecting your spiritual, mental and inner-child sorta health is NOT “adulting”
-you are in some deep shit and have stuff to worry about, big shocker :0 But dont artificially prolong it. You dont get a special award for suffering. Peer pressure will always exist and people that cant think themselves out of a paper bag will have more sense than you being all “stoic” (=proudly miserable)
5.) thinking BIG with small brains.
a lot of big ideas require many hands and many brains to work, build, maintain and grow
but you wont just meet those people, especially if you are messed up, regardless of reason. Focus more on holistically integrating your longterm seeding sorta business within a life that is more preferable than yours so far.
dont try to drink your own “must have” “amazingly enticing” coolaid -make some homebrew instead and drink it because you want to. And if you wear a costume? -make it fit your proportions and be of a making so you can move about and live your life with it.
*practical distinction
shadowwork: digging in your basement for trash, crack needles and war crime proof
integration: having to actually deal with it