This was years ago . It is still fresh on my memory like it just happened. There’s not many dreams/astral accidental experiences I have that stick this way. I cannot willfully lucid dream or astral project like I could when I was young. It just spontaneously happens. I’m not sure if this was lucid or OBE. Its short.
I was more awake than awake and on a foggy grey landscape. All there was around me was grey and white fog like substance and the landscape was like clouds but darker grey. I was just walking along minding my business, then I saw a figure ahead of me quite a ways. It was the only other thing there. I had thought I was alone. I stopped, cautious, and studied the figure. It appeared ominous and threatening in posture and appearance so I didn’t move forward very fast. I wasn’t sure if it would attack me or not. As I crept closure the figure suddenly moved it’s hand up and motioned for me to come there to it. I paused, confused by the kind gesture, and then it hit me like a bag of frying pans. Vivid vivid memories like a movie played in my mind. The being was playing with me as an infant. Showing me things and teaching me things drawing in dirt with it’s staff. And the emotions we’re overwhelming. It was like more than a father. It was an overwhelming amount of love, like I had loved and known this being for eternity. As the visions faded, I was crying as I kinda realized what was in front of me, and I broke into a sprint towards it, as hard as I could. Half way there in mid-stride I felt myself fading, and then sucked away even though I fought it. And I woke up. And I was still emotionally overwhelmed and remembered the memories as vividly as if they were part of my conscious mundane memories.
I searched and searched and googled online to find anything and I found nothing.
The closest image I could find was this. The guy from Arkanum. I stumbled across his video on YouTube cause I love black metal, and almost shit myself. In my dream/obe the face had more of a straw texture and the staff was different. But this is the closest thing I could find.
Anyone have any ideas or guesses? Encountered any kind of being like this?