January 8, 2020
So after waking up around 5:35ish to use the bathroom, I went back to my room and said out loud, “I will become lucid in my next dream”. And I laid down to fall asleep, I started counting ( One I’m dreaming, Two I’m dreaming, etc). And slowly but surely my body relaxed, and sleep paralysis kicked in, but I kept counting.
Unfortunately I couldn’t get to sleep, BUT I did start hearing noises and seeing things, at one point I saw a tiny sonic. Then I saw and heard Mina Ashido from My Hero Acdemia exclaim”Whaaaat?!” Then all I saw were shapes and flashing lights. After that I gave up and tried Astral Projecting, I managed to “Grab the rope” and I pulled myself out of my body. I remember seeing stars outside (Weird thing is, there are rarely ANY stars where I live.) But after that it just looked blank.
Then I tried Lucid Dreaming again, I remember asking H. (My sexy Succubus fiancé) for help and I clearly heard her say “Just count” and I did, and I got the same results as before.
I think my problems were that
- My breathing got so shallow that it felt like I wasn’t breathing and I panicked and tried breathing deeper.
- Every time I started seeing shapes I felt like my eyes were crossed and looking down. So I picked them up so I wouldn’t feel cross eyed, but then the shapes and colors went away.
And to all of you:
When you guys are trying to Astral Project or Lucid Dream, do the things you see appear like dreams, or do you see black? But afterward you remember vividly seeing images. And shapes?