I swear I think my God form just took over a short time ago. There is no fear whatsoever but due to whatever was causing those problems I had, something triggered within and I felt power like I never did. My Godform sent Lightning Bolts to all of my friends and family but then widrew the excess energy (I believe that this was so that they would be broken free of a curse of somekind?). I myself feel purified, my Vibration is up and I feel more aware. Needless to say, I asked my Higher Self to keep away much of this energy until later.
Now that itās done, my back and head hurt! But Iām no longer paranoid, I feel pure and my vibration has raised on its own. The Electricity in my hand is gone and is replaced with a hot feeling but thereās no fear.
Now I feel that I got my requirements for ascent. But can one ascend without Gnosis? I donāt have an interest in it and it seems that it will do me more harm than good.
This experience was amazing and intense! I mean I felt Enlightenedā¦
Feel free to share your experiences! And I would appreciate any Advice ļø
I was standing, feeling as if I was losing a battle against fear and a lesser Spirit and bam out of nowhere, this happened. After the Thunderbolts, I gained Control probably because I lost all fear. I felt enlightened. Itās sorta hard to explain.
Perhaps my Godform decided to save me at the last moment?
Ok then that makes sense. Your god form I assume took energy from your surroundings and used it to cleanse yourself then store the rest for when it it needed. The situation was dire and you needed a way out and your god form took control for a moment.
Very cool, definitely sounds like a ālevel-upā moment to me. Iām curious, what do you consider your Godform to be? I personally have awakened a Body of Light and a Body of Shadow (before hearing Koetting or anyone else talk about them, interestingly enough), so Iām curious as to how you work with your Godform.
My Higher Self (body of light) has the form of an Archangel, and my Lower Self (body of shadow) has the form of a Demonic Leviathan, a great beast of the sea. I prefer to flow freely than to maintain something stable, with my financial energies at least. I shall build a temple for myself, though I think my greatest treasures lie in the sea.
I wouldnāt be afraid of working more with your Godform and unleashing its energy. It is a natural part of you, and awakening this part of your self will bring much good to your life, I think.
Kinda makea me feel like im in that movie āReady Player One.ā Fantastic inner reality with magick, but you must be realistic in your magick so it works with the real world. I meant all this talk about Godforms. =)
Its called āLove vibration.ā Your Godform no doubt helped you tap into it. Alot of curses will try and get someone to āSelf-Hate.ā Already tried it on me, but of course Im too smart for that.
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