The Gatekeeper ritual is quick and won’t cause you problems like the ones you’re trying to avoid. Like I said above.
Could you please elaborate on the mark of damnation? What does it intake, what exactly am I too expect once the Gatekeeper damns me?
Uhm…regardless of whatever demon you ask this from, you might actually ask for something you are far from ready to receive.
I speak from experience here, the destruction of self is like killing yourself by jumping into a vat of acid.
It is a long a painful process that might drive you completely, and irrevocably, mad.
Look, anyone on this board, and planet, can play pretend that Lucifer touched their genitals and they suddenly become a new person, but when not done sincerely, your old self will just emerge sooner or later.
The destruction of the self will be slow, because if it is quick, then you will in fact die.
Imagine overdosing on bullshit emotions and pain, everyone say “sure, I am a badass, I can take it”, then they enter the stage where people are driven away from them, they start cope with alcohol, drugs, or video games, then they go so deep into their misery they are in suicide valley.
You say this is an honest cry for help, and I will be perfectly honest in return; the destruction of the self is ill-advised.
Everyone who say it is a quick and painless ritual is not being serious, it is much easier to just fill the cracks in you with complementing rituals to make up for your short-comings.
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Destruction doesn’t necessarily mean destruction. The Gatekeeper ritual is more like a restructuring of energy, according to a spirit who works with me - and it works great to get rid of the false self. What the OP describes is his false self. I know because I’ve had to deal with many of these and they’re easy to spot. I don’t think the OP means to destroy or dismantle his self, like you might if you were doing shadow work with Abaddon. This is why the Gatekeeper ritual may work for him, and Azazel can advise him in this matter.
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You summon Azazel in your usual fashion (draw his sigil, chant his enn until he turns up, etc). You tell him your problem and what sort of outcome you’d like. You ask him if doing the Gatekeeper ritual will help you in this. He will advise. You take his advice. 
If he agrees that the Gatekeeper ritual is the best option for you, then he will need to give you the mark of damnation. The way it happened for me was that I summoned Azazel using the method I described above. Then he and I had a bit of a chat, then I agreed to accept the mark. I felt his energy quite strongly, and a very firm pressure in my brow area. It lasted mere seconds. Then it was done.
As for the ritual itself, you’d need to draw the sigils of the four Gatekeepers, who are Azazel, Belial, Abaddon, and Amaymon. Then you find a quiet spot where you won’t be disturbed, where others won’t be disturbed by noises or sounds you might make, and where you’re comfy enough to get to the crossroads. You’ll summon them by chanting their enns and opening their sigils. When you’re at the crossroads, the Gatekeepers will do their work and you’ll find yourself at the end of the ritual sans your false self. The actual details of the ritual, as far as I can tell, differs from person to person. But every person I’ve heard tell their story comes out of it better than they were going in.
The alternative is to do this the long and hard way - by training these traits out of yourself. Good luck with that.
Truth be told, there isn’t a quick, easy, and painless way to help yourself and to change what you feel is wrong. The Gatekeeper ritual will certainly help you - I feel this - but I don’t know if it’s your best option. Only a Gatekeeper can tell you that. But you’d still have to learn how not to fall back into same habitual reactions and responses, how to respect yourself more, how to be you, and how to avoid reconstructing your false self. I strongly suggest you choose a demon to work with after to help you with these things. Like, maybe Belial. Belial is great for helping you to break shackles (social conditioning for one, any addictions for another, etc) and he can help you turn your unwanted reality into the reality you do want. He will point to you any lies you’re telling yourself that keep you from being who you are, and affect your relationships, etc. Lucifer is a good one for helping you to remember who you are. Abaddon would be good for shadow work. Take your pick. Since you already work with Lucier, why not ask him for his input?
The most important relationship you have is the one you have with your true self. Cultivate that, and all the other relationships in your life will be much easier to handle, and be healthier. Essentially, this is the most important thing you can do for yourself - cultivate a healthier relationship with who you really are. You’ve got to figure out who you really are first! So choose a demon who can help you remember who you really are!
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This is great thank you so much!
While I was in my workings with Lucifer the other night, in this instance I was laying down with my eyes closed as I had been feeling very anxious and unsettled all day, along with seeing Lucifer in a few different forms and seeing his sigil, Azazel’s sigil flashed to me on several occasions and on occasion at work I’ll find myself subconsciously chanting Itz Rel Itz Rel Azazel. I definitely have to stick with Lucifer as he has a strong feeling to me as a father who is firm but will put up some of my BS, I love Lucifer and I feel he loves me, I can’t go anywhere without my ring with his sigil on it and his sigil that I drew and placed my blood on it, it stays in my pocket anywhere I go and the ring stays on my finger.
Now after reading your posts to me about Azazel, Belial, Abbadon and Amaymon, and having the flashes of Azazel’s sigil, I will definitely reach out to Azazel for guidance as well and Belial, especially for help/guidance with my drinking and help in my quest to dominate at work.
Interestingly enough, EA posted a YouTube video about him being called the antichrist, Ive watched it over a dozen times and a our 10-11 minutes into the video he’s talking about Belial’s power and how it can bring down world’s. During that portion of the video I heard my name in the video, I was surprised at what I heard and I replayed it several times, I even turned on the closed caption and at the point EA says my name the closed caption didn’t register it, but every time after he finishes his sentence about Belial I hear my name. I think it’s finally time I reach out to Belial.
I guess my hesitation to work with anyone but Lucifer really comes from a strong sense of loyalty towards Lucifer and the fact that I didn’t want to work with anyone else unless Lucifer told me to. That said, I think seeing the flashes of Azazel’s sigil while spending time with Lucifer where that OK I was looking for.
I have the house to myself tonight as my wife is out with friends and my daughter is spending time with the grandparents. I will do some reading about Azazel and his likes and dislikes so that I may burn the correct inscense and make the right offerings to Azazel, I’ll draw his sigil and place my blood on it and contact him.
Thank you again for all the advice.
The act of dissolving the ego and achieving individualization is a process that must be taken with caution! The procedure itself is a way out to treat cases like yours but:
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The specialist deities in this field in their treatment deeply impede short-term memory. For example, in the course of its intervention the treaty will not be able to count to ten in a reliable way, or present faults at the level of the conscious in something so simple, to count progressively is only an example, if it is objective it is the failure in the rational operation , EVEN FOR A SHORT TERM.
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Most of these deities transcend duality, so that they can create and organize as easily as they can destroy and disorganize. In the process of dissolution, the ego will be invested by this particular characteristic duality in each of them, which requesting this procedure before a specific deity should be clear about the process that will be carried out so as not to be discouraged along the way, since many end up very bad in their mental health without understanding the medicinal effect to which they were subjected under their consent.
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In synthesis: The influx of power that enters is completely disorienting in the process, due to the duality of the trafficker, but if he becomes aware of the process it would be an achievement at the end of being treated.
It is an edifying contribution, not counterprudent or against the desire expressed in this help request report!
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I read your posting and my friend came to mind. My friend was in her addiction from the age of 13 to 28 years old. Her children had been taken away. She was in and out of rehabs. She was lost. She turned to demonology for help and came across Murmur. She began working with Murmur and he helped her get her life together and in her recovery. She is 4 years substance free from heroin and meth. She has her kids back. She is now a substance abuse counselor. She has a huge tattoo of Murmur’s sygil on her leg. To this day she tells me Murmur is the Deamon who assisted her through her journey.
Never worked with Murmur myself… here is a link with more info.
https://blackwitchcoven.com/murmur-the-54th-spirit-of-the-ars-goetia/
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You don’t need to give offerings to Azazel. He appreciates them but he’s not going to give you a hard time or refuse to help you without offerings. I can say he does appreciate cinnamon incense. And he does sometimes require a drop of blood to empower a working, but he’ll prompt you if that’s the case. 
Belial - best to summon him with offerings. I work with him and he always appreciates a glass of Australian Merlot with a drop of my blood in it, and a stick of frankincense and a tealight (white or yellow). Do ask him what offering he would like from you, but your first offering could be a basic red wine with blood in it.
Also, don’t make the mistake of needing Lucifer’s permission to work with others whilst you work with him. Unless it’s part of an agreement or pact, Lucifer isn’t going to give you a hard time for working with others alongside him. Exert your independence, your free will, etc.
Good luck.
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Thing is, a healthy ego is necessary, as it performs some essential functions/plays an important role so that we can survive and thrive in this world. In the OP’s case, it seems his ego is out of control, in that he formed his false self at some point. The false self is what needs to be dissolved. No caution required for that, as long as he follows the instructions and guidance given by the spirits he works with.
The deities do understand, far more than we do, and they see what we don’t allow ourselves to. I speak from personal experience.
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The ego is the sum of our psychological defects which inhabit our inner world and were created unconsciously by ourselves.
These defects are nourished by energies, deranged thoughts. There is nothing divine or superior in the ego; he is really the cause of our sufferings, unconsciousness, mistakes, vices, fears, etc. The ego is nothing but a confusion regarding your identity. He depends on your mind, and just as you invented him by believing in him, you can also fade him by ceasing to believe in him. The ego is very smart; full of resources can manipulate and adapt to any circumstance to avoid detection and expulsion.
The feeling of guilt reinforces the ego. Feeling guilt or blaming others for what is done or felt, is to prolong the permanence of the ego, strengthening it. We see what we want to see or what we need to see. We cannot change the world, but we can change the way we look at it.
The ego is the one that manufactures all our problems. Everything that causes us fear in all its manifestations: discomfort, malaise, irritation, worry, and how many emotions and feelings that are not Love, are manufactured by the ego.
• Everything that hurts is ego.
• All that vision that indicates differences of any kind is ego.
• Arrogance and pride are ego.
• That which judges is ego.
• That which is offended is ego.
• That which doubts is ego.
• What he fears is ego.
• That which suffers is ego.
• That which looks and feels special is ego. The only thing that can prevent us from seeing inward and discovering the ego, is the ego itself, since just by seeing it, it would reveal the illusory nature of its nature, and, therefore, would be exposed to light and love.
The experience of the death of the ego is DIFFERENT for those who have already resolved several attachments of their ego. Imagine that John submits to the death of the ego, solves many of its complexes, and once again experiences the death of the ego. What would happen?
He might look from the forest floor towards the horizon. Many people who experience the death of the ego do not do so to solve psychological problems, but to open a space in themselves in order to experience the divine. The death of the ego can be very varied. Many describe it as a precious and positive experience, among the best of their lives; and others find it painful and scary. The death of the ego is not for everyone, or if it is, not at all stages of life.
- The death of the ego can impose a premature perception. The death of the ego can force the mind to see parts of itself that it is not prepared to face.
- The death of the ego can be scary.
- The death of the ego can be painful. It forces the mind to face its worst aspects.
- The death of the ego can be disconcerting. It can reveal truths so advanced that the conscious mind is not able to analyze.
- The death of the ego is chaotic and unpredictable. You never know when you are going to reach the universal truth, solve your traumas of the past, or face your dark side. The death of the ego is a wild card that takes you away from the world of the stable and the predictable.
For some people, the death of the ego can cause a mental breakdown.
If the death of the ego has all these negative aspects, why bother? Fortunately, the positive aspects are at least as important as the negative ones.
The need to hide from the truth decreases. Facing the truth, no matter how painful it may be, exalts and dignifies. The death of the ego makes you familiarize yourself with the truth, presenting you with the possibility of a better life. The death of the ego is an act of courage. Check out the list of negative effects, who would want to undergo all that? Someone brave enough to face the truth. To face the unknown voluntarily, it takes a lot of courage. And when we have courage, we grow spiritually. The death of the ego brings us closer to the extremes of emotions, be it sadness, joy, guilt or enthusiasm. Whatever the orientation of the experience, the basic nature of the death of the ego reaffirms life with fullness and intensity. The dissolution of the ego is the opposite of depression, and it can be a beautiful and euphoric experience.
The death of the ego can make you a better person. If you process and integrate the lessons learned during the experience, you can solve many weaknesses in your behavior.
The death of the ego can remind you of feelings you once had but forgot, and can create others that you have never felt. The death of the ego magnifies you as a person, both in the sense of the past and the future.
If ALL THIS is not taken into account before requesting the help of a deity how could it end up in the process? The deities do understand but before they proceed to invest the one that will be treated you should know everything!
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Hiya OP! Abbadon and Tartarus are really good at destroying individuals, building you back up would require deeper work than just a spell though.
For specifically alcohol problems, there are a few others that have their niche here. Dionysus can help you transmute the impulses behind alcohol problems into better things, and Demeter can help you understand the root of the problem and what you need to do to address it.
In any event, the first problem you need to address is one only you can, and it is the biggest: you self-talk. If you hate yourself, and feel like you can’t change without the help of a demon, not only are you kicking yourself down a hole that’s increasingly difficult to claw out of but you’re kidding yourself, too. I’m not preaching anything lofty to you, just a simple fact I’ve observed: you can’t change shit (about yourself at least) until you acknowledge that your body, mind, and thoughts are your PROPERTY- things you OWN, CONTROL, and ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR. I’m putting those in caps because this isn’t to make you feel ashamed guilt or embarrassed, but to send to your subconscious mind that it is YOUR bitch, not the other way around. If you acknowledge that you and you alone are responsible for your own person and being, a kind of seal opens, where the magic these beings do somehow gets more effective in helping you and guiding your life. To put it in a sentence, when you stop looking to get carried and start looking to exchange energetic services (usually in the form of an offering), you push yourself up a notch you wouldn’t have otherwise reached. When you can break the human habit of seeking ‘divine intervention’ and take responsibility for changing your own thoughts at the very least, you become less of a habitual human and more of a ‘self-pure’ human. If you don’t make a conscious constant effort to address and replace your negative thought patterns and self-limiting beliefs, you will never climb out of the hole.
There is a trick to this, though: so-called ‘irrational’ beliefs. The thing about rationality is, like everything you can see, it’s an invention made by someone(s) for something(s). In the case of rationality, we made it up to figure out how to better conquer this world, emphasis on ‘this’. It takes ~30 instances of a practice to form a habit and ~300 to deprogram one, with ~3000 to crystallize belief in it iirc. Practice thought replacement (replacing negative thoughts with irrationally positive ones) until it becomes a habit, and then until it deprograms negative self-talk, and then keep repeating the positive thoughts as affirmations until you hit the mark. These are not fixed numbers, but generalizations on when the process shifts, and you will generally be able to feel or notice when you’ve hit the milestones. This works, better than any interference a being could run aside from say making you allergic to alcohol, but that’d still have fallout. Suspend your disbelief of any magnitude. So, you can use the following examples NO MATTER how much you don’t believe in them currently, and just repeat them as replacements of negative thoughts until they become affirmations:
“I deserve better than this”
“I can fix any and every problem I have and encounter”
“I’m changing this”
“I’m (currently experiencing a goal)”
“I’m creating great things/a great future”
You CAN do it. You can do anything. You just have to trick yourself into it.
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Don’t be afraid to work with Belial; he and Lucifer often work hand in hand. If you are unsure, simply ask Lucifer if he would introduce Belial to you. That’s how I started working with Belial in my own practice and I have no regrets. That being said, expect to work hard towards achieving your goals. Belial will push you hard.
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Send me a PM, I’ll give you a ritual which will break you down all the way to the ground.
But I will warn you now before you consider sending me that private message, do not take it lightly. This ritual almost killed me.
It dropped me into homelessness, suicide, and led to many horrible things happening to me physically.
If you really want to take that path, I will help you, but I take no responsibility for what happens to you.
Otherwise, I recommend you go with what everybody else is suggesting.
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I’m OK with hard work, I enjoy hard work. I view hard work as the mix up to the daily routine BS. I want to progress and dominate those that need to be dominated in a huge way at my current employer and of course from that success and domination, make huge amounts of money.
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With that in mind, I strongly recommend the OP study and apply the Abraham Hicks material. Doing so will help with this.
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It can rebuild you but you must put your own concious effort in it,as for the mark of damnation,it is the symbol,The Damned X sign in your forehead,this will open yourself into the lake of fire there you will be burned by the fires of the soul round of the lake of fire plane named “Klah”
the fires are not astral they are beyond the astral they destroy astral stuctures.
after you go through the damnation you will be risen anew,but theres things that a lot of people miss about the lake of fire,
i had worked with such force of months everyday,yes of course you can go out and continue your life anew ,or you can continue to fall in the farthest deepest depth of the lake fire so deep that the fires are cold and black so deep that you had fallen in the infernal empire,into the acasual realm.
its a divine sacred yet damned place,theres god that fear the deeper rounds.
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