I was about to call him and tell him that I wanted an opportunity to grow.
That was a great opportunity for a negative entity to be there.
I tried to fight it, but I realized I was too powerless to banish it or destroy it as I usually am powerful enough to do. It wasn’t even strong. I kind of felt miserable. I managed to push it out with a bubble.
Weirdly enough, the solution was visualizing shooting a bullet at him that made him collapse into himself. But I figured that if I were stronger I wouldn’t need such a weird solution.
I called in Lucifer and I realized before he wasn’t coming because he was intending not to come. I was a little angry at him, but I guess this was important enough to do, so I started working with him.
I don’t remember exactly why, but I was prompted to know the significance and power of what nothing truly was. After I sort of realized that, I didn’t actually realize how that applied to me to give me any sort of power. I still feel pretty low vibrational and weak. Even though I manifest well,which is the exact opposite of the problem I had earlier which is that I was too spiritual and not enough physical.
How do I solve this problem? What am I supposed to do? Part of me thinks I can figure this out myself, but I think a pointer would be nice