I Need Help Understanding

Hello Family I’m new here and I’ve been talkin with spirits since I was 2yrs old. Just made 48 on the 16th of April. I’m really tryna learn this so please family help me. Sometim my Dyslexic acts up​:neutral_face:. So … I truly thought I was by myself. The Goetia came to me and more of them are coming to me . So this mean they want to work with me because I’m ready. I’ve done things others on my end wish they could do. I’ve gotten called crazy and even put away when I was a child. What do all this mean. Do it mean I’m Ready. Please help me so I can overstand this. Thanks Family :unicorn: