K, this is gonna sound NUTS. And it is and I don’t blame you for thinking that. I’m back into black sorcery. Mainly koetting’s material. Last night I was SEVERELY attacked. I was in the state between sleep and wake. I seen a owl fly to the foot of my bed. After that all hell broke loose. I kept hearing a woman laughing. Then in my dream I was in a cement basement, my daughter was crying. I did a sword banishing from on of Damon brands books cuz it’s fast, and I filled my daughter with light. Then I woke in my bed, felt like I was THROWN. I was like idk how to discribe it, put back to sleep? I was vibrating really hard and there was a loud buzzing noise. I COULDNT MOVE OR WAKE UP. I was being drained! My astral doppelganger was fucked up, I couldn’t move it or let it take hits for me. I think I almost died. My life was flashing before me like scenes from my childhood. I even called out to fucking Jesus at one point… In desperation. Lilith the fucking cunt did this. I’m fucking LIVID. Should I go head to head? She fucking involved my daughter this shit is PERSONAL NOW. I don’t know wtd please advise! I’m shook. It was her, it was like she cockily flashed her sigil at me, an astral signature.
The question I would ask myself is WHY would she do that? The fact that your daughter is maybe affected by that should give you strength to evoke her and get some answers, don’t you think?
That’s a good question. Seems she’s been bothering me since I was a kid. I really just DONT want to.
If you don’t want to face the problem, what kind of advice did you expect to get?
You sound really condescending. So I should contact her? Risk bringing her into my life MORE? Spirits don’t just leave after you evoke them…
That’s just your interpretation.
Lilith is not some low parasite. There must be a reason to why you feel bothered by her for such a long time. All I’m saying is you need to face your fears instead of running away from them.
ok il try it. I got the afternoon off. I can’t really do things in the evenings for reasons. Can you gimme some advise on how to do this?
And ur right I’m freaked hell out.
I think OP needs to get someone who is not biased towards Lilith to confirm or refute this, I mean I am biased towards Belial for example so if someone asked was he fucking with them, I can’t really get involved there.
I wrote this:
Understandable! You seem to have some basic knowledge of magick, when you’re out of immediate danger please do an intro, it’s one of our forum’s rules and the reason is, it helps us answer you helpfully.
Ty so much Lady_Eva!! I’m shaking just thinking about it.
I did do an Into b4 I wrote this I think it’s under the Introduction?
Yep, you’re good to go.
I’ve never personally worked with Lilith but I have noticed when an entity wants my attention they have went to extremes before. It can be frightening. In the end I did evoke them and the message they ended up giving was nothing like what they did to get my attention.
I think I come off as rude sometimes. (Ok, I can be, but it’s not always intended.)
I should follow an old friend’s advice more and add smileys to my words.
Haha ya, your one of those “straight up” ppl, that’s solid, I can respect that.
I have heard of Lilith doing this before to other people on other forums. I really don’t know why it happens, but the people who happened to just try to keep their distance from her and that helped them.
Hope this helps some.
Well,she came through clear enough. I didn’t get much answers. But I do feel a much less threatening presence now. I think maybe she just wanted to contact me. In retrospect, I think the little girl was ME not my kid. That took a lot of balls…
Respect for stepping up to it!
Belial attacked me on our first “meeting” and more or less forced me to fight him, though obviously he severely rigged it in my favour as a test. Spirits do weird, weird, things…
I’m glad you had the courage.
Raphael gave me a sudden sharp pain in my shoulder, I broke down and cried, thought I’m gonna die. Nice introduction as a healer…
Thanks again guys!.