Not sure, but here’s the situation.
There’s this guy I like, not a major heartbreaker type of crush I just think he’s really sexy and I like him but he is unhappily married and now has a one year old son. His wife is a controlling jealous bitch, very high maintenance and expensive to take care of and she doesn’t work because this guy makes a lot of money and she thinks she is too good to work, very snobby and conceited.
Getting rid of her is no problem for me because when I see a guy I like I have always been able to remove their excess baggage very easily, I have my ways. So anyway the wife is not a problem but now he has a child that he loves and his wife is one of those bitches that if I divorce them she would file for full custody and child support and only let him near his son when he gives her money. Now, if I did something so he could get full custody she would she still be tagging around all the time and complaining and his child would still be his top priority.
Now, I’m not a wicked stepmother kind of girl but I realize a man that loves his child is going to put that child first no matter what, and I cannot stand being second favorite. I am already subjected to favoritism by mom, she stated very clearly she loves my daughter and brothers more than me so I can’t bear the thought of being second anymore, my family makes me feel so unwanted so anyway, I just kept daydreaming and wishing he never had a child with her so they could break up and she wouldn’t have any reason to be tied down to him and hanging around all the time because she’s also the type of the girl that would start fights with me just because I’m dating her ex.
I never wished any harm on her and especially not on the child. I may wish that he never had a child so I could have a chance with him without having to deal with his excess baggage, but I would never intentionally harm a child. My daydreams were more like, what it would have been like if he never met her and got her pregnant, I was not imagining the child disappearing or anything. So then, after a few months of constant daydreaming about him without a child and without her, I find out his baby is dying of cancer. Stage 2 and progressing to stage 3 rapidly. Now I’m wondering if I had something to do with this? Because in the past, I have been able to do the opposite of the law of reversed effect and if I dwell on something 24/7 with a lot of happiness in my mind of how I would feel if I had whatever it is I’m dreaming of, it comes true a few months later. Never failed.
Like I said, I never once wished any harm on the child or the wife but the child was completely healthy then I start daydreaming about his father all the time and now he has cancer. Could I have done this on accident? Could my thoughts of lust for the little boys father have triggered an unintentional spell? Like I said, this has happened before quite a lot but usually I am thinking evil and mean thoughts about the person that is affected and I didn’t do that this time because I know the child did not choose to be born so I would never take out my feelings on a child, especially not a baby.