I’ve been meditating daily the past 11 days and it feels like I’ve made no progress up until last night, day 12.
When I meditate I’m always standing near a form of myself covered in shadow but last night the form was free of shadow and I could see that it looked like a demon version of myself.
When we turned to looked at each other, she spoke to me in my mind in a dual voice that was both my own voice and a deeper tone as if two people where speaking at once.
She told me that if I want to truly open my eye then I need to “let go” and “relax” so I can see things for what they are and that I will finally have my wish of properly hearing/seeing.
One part of me says it’s real progress and if I continue it’ll only get better from here but another part of me has doubts and thinks that I’ve made this all up.
I’m just lost and don’t know what to do. All I know is that if I stop now on the possible cusp of something happening then I’ll regret it.