i’ve followed religions and mythos my entire life and am agnostic.
that said, i think it very possibly real… but i have a major concern.
i am a 37 year old mand and have Spinal Muscular Atrophy. Mentally i am as strong as about anyone and have the most tenacity of anybody i know. to simply eat takes excessive energy… so, in a nutshell, i’m the strongest person i know mentally and have unlimited willpower. the other side of the coin, however, is i can’t even feed myself and get sick easily.
i am seriously thinking on practicing and learning low key evocation. the rub, though, is how the fuck can i do rituals without arm mobility and poor health?
thanks for any info.