Alright,guys.I’ve been on this forum for several months now.I’ve had a blast.You people have been friendly,supportive,and kind.You’ve tolerated my incredible ignorance,and praised my know-how.
Just last week,a fairly new magician from France came up to me on this board,saying he read a post of mine,where I mentioned using the Devil’s Stone ritual,for the acquiring of money.
He asked me a bit on money-related spells,so I gave him a couple,copied him instructions for the Devil’s Stone ritual from the Book of Azazel,gave him advice on some spirits to call,and other things.I may not be a multi-billionaire(yet?) but it is a field I consider myself prosperous in.
His reaction was flattering to no end.And it made me feel guilty,because I myself do feel like a dilletanti,an inexperienced magician randomly sharing pointless information.
I also realize,a lot of the people on this forum are adults.I’m not.This is what this confession is all about,I turned fifteen on June 10th,this year,and I feel wrong for advising people who have been doing magic intensely for years and years,and I’ve been on the scene,for what,5 years.
I started reading about the occult when I was ten.I began practicing it when I was 12.I started working with more organized systems when I was 13.It’s been a year and a half or so,since I’ve been really using magick,since I’ve been practicing it with any degree of surety,with any degree of success,with any noticeable results.
I’m not saying I’m a sham.Because I’m not.Everything I’ve posted on this forum is real.I have indeed questioned the dogma of Islam(the religion I grew up in),and realized that knowledge comes from experience after meeting a group of Sufi mystics when I was 7.I have studied religions,spirituality,and mythologies,all of my life,and I’ve swapped philosophies,lifestyles,and religious beliefs more times than most can count.I have indeed signed pacts with Djehuty,and Baba Yaga,and I am really good friends with Paimon and Belial.I have yet to lie to you guys on this forum.
Although,I have intentionally left a lot of things vague at times,simply in order to protect the secret.My career path reading request,for example,was to help me cope with all this pressure.What with people constantly bombarding me with questions I can’t answer,being pushed into ‘‘practical careers’’,and having so much to struggle with,I needed some answers from an objective observer.
My childhood was full of magick,I still consider myself a child,and I still consider myself full of magick.The supernatural,has changed my life,in more ways than I can count.And it has helped me change other people’s lives.
I consider myself gifted in hearing the Spirits.I consider myself good with spells.And I consider myself skilled in magick,to a degree.I’m not afraid of sharing my work with you guys,and I do hope you forgive me.
I first confessed to Lady Eva,fairly recently,and she said that the disclaimer was on the bottom of the page,and that since she had no way to verify age,it was all cool.But it still bothered me,to have an image on this forum that’s not very truthful.
Now that I’m coming out,how do people react to this news?