Look I’m the tough love type so i’ll tell you without sugar coating.
You have to rise on your feet, head up, look at the mirror and say to yourself
" people are disabled, people are starving and are sick and dying, I’m alive I’m breathing I have a roof over my head there are many people out there who live a life worse than mine, even if I hate my life to someone else it would be considered a blessing ".
Then take your middle finger to the air and say
" Fuck anything that stands in my way ".
Then take a shower and get dressed and do something, it doesn’t matter what you do, have fun if you can’t have fun, force it if that doesn’t work do something productive.
Trust me I know about depression let me tell you, I was abused physically by my father he would beat me as a child punch me across rooms and kick my head into the ground, he’d even starve me.
My mother who I loved dearly I was forced to leave her, my best friend who was like a brother died the same day my grandfather who was like a REAL father to me died.
I saw my moms boyfriend who used to take care of me decapitated in a car accident, I was homeless for two years.
I have suffered with bipolar, servere depression and have a manic stress disorder had a drug addiction.
I have many MANY PROBLEMS, I lost all friends and was alone, i then stood up and stopped feeling sorry for myself and did what I had to do.
You have to keep fighting because compared to other people’s lives who are dying or homeless or have been abused, raped etc.
They would do anything to just live a normal depressing life, I’m not saying anything bad about you, I’m saying rise in strength.
Because the more pain we are put through it we come out the other end we’ll become almost invincible.
YOU CAN DO ANYTHING YOU SET YOU’RE MIND TOO, don’t tell me it’s impossible, because you can do anything and I fucking mean that brother.
If you need to talk message me, we’re all brothers and sisters here, I know you can do it and all that says you can’t prove it wrong.