I said some thing that I shouldn’t have. Well maybe it was just an intrusive thought. I just repeated Lucifer’s name. And a couple of times his enn. Didn’t feel anything. But he listens so I did some reading with him. I did some penny divination with Lucifer and I got:
Will you forgive me?
Yes
Will Goddess Lilith forgive me?
Yes
Thank you. Can I relax now?
No
Are you still here?
No
And that is where I was confused.
I fucked up. I feel scared. I know that you guys don’t know what happened…but can someone please ask Lucifer about me? I know people don’t generally talk to spirits for other here but I got myself in trouble. I don’t know how deep though. Pls help. Thank you.
I understand. If I wasn’t in this fucked up position, I would laugh as well. I just hope you never have to go through this. Well I guess it isn’t a very bad situation, but idk.
Ok I am using the Belandger and Williams Watcher Angel Tarot
I got
Upright
Five of Wands
Challenge
An effort or activity that narrows one’s focus, possibly to the exclusion of all else. Competition. Struggling through a difficult task or situation. Fear of inadequacy fueling a desire to succeed.
Looks like he’s gonna give you some test that you aren’t sure you will pass. So, it is up to you if you think you are in trouble or not.
Yeah I know. He is amazing. I have asked him for something before and he told me he will grant me the wish without anything in return. I love him. And I think that’s why I was given a test and not judgement straight away.