Don’t forget the Hermetic Principle of Rhythm. The pendulum must always swing the other way. Just give this period of your life time to complete itself.
A recent example a couple weeks ago of this principle at work is I entered a small depression. My passion for this website waned and all I did for a short time was watch anime, masturbate, sleep, and go to work. I didn’t even do any work with my Bogi, nor meditate. During each day I kept thinking that I should visit Bog Veles, but I didn’t.
After about eleven days, I traveled to Bog Veles, apologized and he said that Slavic myth is cyclical, every story, it’s victories and defeats go on for ever. Every Spring, Bog Veles has victory against Boginya Marzanna, but every Fall, Bog Veles is defeated by Bog Perun. This is cyclical, and just as he is doomed for eternal boon and bust so am I, and not to be ashamed of the defeat, but accept it as part of your eternal myth.