And every door there’s something bad. There’s no escape.
I feel the same sometime
try to contact your spirit guides and ask them to shed some light on your life… and see how it goes
When people read me they sometimes see that but in a cave, it is protection to make it harder for people to read me and so people with bad intentions will over look me.
It seems like black magick may not the the FIRST thing to sort here, try sorting your life methods from other paradigms?