I feel like I'm failing like giving up

Yes there is a post on here ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LUCIFER and also look under user name C.Kendall.He has helped many on this site. In the past 3 to 4 months ive learned many sites on line will give false info as wrong planets,colors etc, but ive gained so much
from this site and Lucifers guidance.I cant help but to be cautious in giving advice being 3 to 4months in,but im compelled by LUCIFER to help in certian areas where people ask about hiim,his will flows thru me after being blessed by his presence and saturated in his energy. I Must stress using
the upmost respect with LUCIFER as the word and only word he left me with was RESPECT.When i performed STAR OF LUCIFER my room was a mess. I had not showered and was wearing a blue shirt. I was scolded but in a good way. Since then ive seen his face floating in my room at bedtime as a fiery red dragon wacthing me as if to let me know that even though i was scolded that he is still with me on good terms . Im a struggling single parent finiancially so my ability to purchase books is a no go but Lucifer guides and helps me.THANKS LUCIFER and may his guidance help you

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Found and bookmarked. Thank you kindly.

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You are welcome. May i ask do have anything u can share that may i or someone may benefit from.

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seems like your very desperate . demons don’t like that remember? it’s rules against magick working.

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I’ve been at this a week, @Evokdby666. I’m not so sure how relevant my experience is here but I’m happy to share what I can. I mostly quote what I learn from others. However, my approach may be helpful with the small successes I HAVE had.

Not to say one way is better than another and I believe all paths are unique. That being said, I can say what’s worked for me on this journey.

  1. Nothing is perfect and you don’t have be either. There seems to be a lot of play between “gospel” and application. Accept that every situation is unique and in the absence of information forge ahead.

  2. Be confident but flexible. If you’re following the steps and continuing to grow, you’re on the right track, regardless of feelings. Which brings me to…

  3. Your feelings, like anything else, can lie to you. Especially untrained. This is why meditation is Paramount. Sensing things outside of our normal reality requires the absence of input; both in our body and mind. If you’re expecting a certain response, you’ll probably convince yourself you got it. Or, if it doesn’t happen, it can mean that you’ll start to despair. Get out of your head and allow the void of sensory input to be imbued with outside sources.

  4. Fear means nothing if it doesn’t dictate your actions. I’ve been terrified a couple of times through this process and it changed exactly nothing for me. It should be the same for you. Absence of fear is awesome and advantageous but not necessary if you stay stone cold calm.

Again, I don’t have enough background to advise based on experience. But from what I’ve read, the encouragement of this forum, and the small experience I have had, I know I’m on the right track.

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I Admitt i was scolded and left with the word respect,but the thought,word was felt to me as a good positive message. His energy stil lingures,but desperate i am not,but i learned to do things in the proper way,to slow up,until ive fully grasped what Lucifer meant by respect. I live in a babtist home and have to do the best i can in secrecy,but i know i have room for improvement and should have cleaned my room.bathed and dressed appropriote for him

No offense but when I see u emphasize the word “need him, need to connect” , it comes off as desperate. Think of him a demon that can be of service to u. Not some being that u desire. Like u asking favors from people in real life. Your requesting help . It can be seen as business transactions. Emotion onto your magick request, not onto the therapist lucifer

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In your introduction you received good advice from a lot of people yesterday. You also speak of the many signs that you have received and sensations you felt. What are you expecting?

If you are not able to understand whats being communicated, you will need further study and life experience. You don’t just wake up one day and decide to be a concert pianist and then quit the next day because you didn’t master motzart.

Whats your goals for magick in general?

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Practically every thing you meantion is what he meant you need to do the appropriate things to get better results it’s like when you invite someone over as a guest your gonna do every thing you can to help them feel comfortable in your home treat them like guest and make sure they are comfortable before continuing with your rite it helps and builds a better relationship with them

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Actually your right and wrong from what I experience they like it when you treat them like normal but not with desporality behind it they are demons in all right powerful but it helps to build your relationships with them some don’t mind it others do

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Don’t give up it’s not easy to know what is going on been there but Lue heard you trust me he is silently watching you as you do thing it’s all a test

First. Why do you need him? I don’t need to know what you want of him but why need him? What problems are you facing? Entities can answer if begged but they don’t like it, no offense but many times it’s seen as pathetic, the desperation might not reach far. Most like respect and partnership. I’ve worked with Lucifer many times as a partner. Believe me or not but I’ve called him bro when I wanted something and he’d help but I’m not sure if that’s because he wanted me to contact him before I started working with him. Try a different approach when working with him, show him respect and respect yourself. Show him you’re strong.

I gave up for years.
The desire for knowledge will keep growing, and becoming more insistent until you bury yourself in anything and everything even tenuously related to the occult.
It’s best in my opinion to just stick with it and not lose the time between “giving up” and your body forcing you back into it.

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I don’t know if demons or angels exist or help our request . I’m just following set formula casting magick. I’m beginner. There is no validation for me yet. I’m just working base on belief n trust that process works. I don’t go around saying I talk to them like others says here in forum as if demons in front of them. I don’t hear things or see things likes others say they do. It’s exploration in my part right now

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Well maybe you can’t hear n see because you have limited yourself if one has doubt the mind gets clouded it’s only when the mind isn’t full of doudt that things get clearer to the caller yes they do help and will help yes they do exsist just like you n me just cause you don’t see something doesn’t make it any less real caus I can’t see you does that mean your not real? No not at all granted I do get your point I truely do you have to be blind before you see the truth actually idk why I’m talking like this it’s weird sorry when your blind to these kinda things and accept it your senses become sharper and stronger and eventually you will be able to face them face to face you started of with big bad and he is going to test your faith not only in him but your self things around you may actually start to crumble before it falls to ruin just so you can put you truest trust in him to help you rebuild what you lost granted idk what this loss is going to be but in the end you will build find something better you just have to whole heatedly trust him and believe that he is real cause man oh man I’ve seen him n person n he is real alright

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That’s your experience. Everyone have their own journey and not everyone will have same journey or path. I can’t take people’s word for it. We all have our own way to explore. I see crazies in the street talking strange all the time. And they really are crazy. haha. Not saying you are but these kinds of talk you can’t just take people’s word for it. Things have to be tested out. To validate through actual practice to get results in the real world. . This way i know it’s not just in my head. I don’t care if they are real or not. I just gonna go test it out. Matter is results from magick casting. Demons /angels real or not, i don’t care. I’m here to better my life. Results is proof of magick. Not proof of them. Until I know and experience otherwise. i’ll always have questions Them existing don’t matter. It matters what I can do with them to help my life.

Just like all my energy training in tai chi and chi kung. I don’t take teacher’s word for it. I learn and practice til i can move energy myself. So i know a thing or two about energy existing that you can’t see with the naked eye.

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Your exactly right I’m not judge ng you you know I know what I say you won’t believe til you see best thing is to just keep trying tbh sometimes i feel crazy with the stuff ive experience since being on this path but I know my mind n my eyes don’t lie to me n your right I wouldn’t utter a word to any one i consider normal might be in the asylum with joke if that was the case you will experience things you asked for soon not saying this because of my own situation but because I think you will get the results you asked for

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But I wanted to show you guys something

This is the sigil I made for Lucifer the red part is my blood

I’ve heard all of you and thanks. I’m learning a lot in this forum, the feeling of contacting Lucifer has always been strong and was always growing, I just didn’t want to feel as if I’m not getting anything in what I’m doing like probably Lucifer is not the one to contact for me but fuck my life is crazy different it’ll take days or weeks to explain why I want to have contact with him, but this journey is damn right different I know like no matter what persistent matters and patience is key. But having people to talk to you is awesome just the encouragement

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Sorry for the late response just got data😏

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Keep at it, you’ll get there. Your level of dedication will not go unnoticed or unappreciated.

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