This is a very mystical expereince that I want to share…Even the slightest things provoke suich intense vison, and I feel like sharing this,
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And truth be told maybe I should jsut sit and shut up and save sharing my divinations for later, but…fuck it right now…
I just dont wanna keep it to myself… for some reason…I feel like Ill be more easily understood when I come down, but …I an living proof as I speak now of that which I seek…Just like Jesus I sound crazy as fuck xDDD
Your not alone. I’ll read it.
Thank you ^^
Your welcome so hows the trip going.
Everything is intense, and everything is deep…Even like that when 21 Savage says “cus these niggas pussy and Im hard” its somethin deep to me, like a firm representation of this unyeilding chaotic fire within…
Like I keep laughin to, and everythings comin at me, and I keep feelin…To breathe is to die…But the death is not the end reward
To live is like focus, its hard…To truly live…yknow…to feel and create, to share and open and all that…
Sounds amazing and clear. A real philosophical moment that’s almost unreal.
Its a pleasure but its like the crossroads, evertyyhing comes together, even as they come seperate.
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Like to hold my focus feels like my duty…to even try to represent what Im expereincing to the people
Sometimes you just have to be like a phoenix. Let yourself be destroyed so you can come back together again even better then before
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Exactly, like as I breathe in and out its not like Im just breathin, its like Im breathin breathe that I can feel or cut off. when asha renu said that focus is like holdign fire, that really resonated with me…
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Maybe it is. So you can show us a more clear and absolute side that some of us have yet to see
I agree with asha, it’s so hard to focus sometimes that it nearly hurts. Burns almost.
To focus on anything can bring you into such intamate contact with it…Its like spiritual sex. and Im like alright, Im still tryna do this, Im still tryna share this, what is this, how can I ground these divinations to where they become more clear, more conceptual…
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Ima be writin stuff down while I do this, I really want to milk this magic,
I’ve had fleeting moments with it. I can’t wait until those moments can become longer.
Milk it as much as you can. I bet right now in this state, magic will be amazing.
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It is, I dont know when Im comin or goin took like 6 grams of shrooms
And my attitutde when it gets intense is ,‘yeah bring it on’ but something that keeps sticking out to me is the message that life reallly aint always just comin at me.,.Like I was thinkin bout how this woman was talkin to me when she was about to kill me for real for real, and it was like being around a demon, but I felt like when demons talk, its more for you to understand, they aint bein brutal just to hurt you…But I felt back then her brutality with whatd she say was more to hurt han to be understood, but even behind that she was revealin herself, reveain parts of herself that she felt she was standin up for