BB44, thanks for those insights- very much appreciated.
Yes, in a philosophical sense, I do understand what you’re saying. The thing is though- we need to make the theory work for us, otherwise it is simply theory. Yes, everything=nothing=source. I have reached a point where I comprehend that, but I see it as aligning with either the state of ‘to be’, or alternatively the ‘not to be’ (yeah I know: To Be Or Not To Be-lame lol). To choose the LHP, is choosing ‘to be’, in fact ‘to me more’, and a Hindu or Buddhist, or example is choosing to align with ‘not to be’- both are two sides of the same coin-its just a matter of choosing which state of source you want to align with.
It seems to me that many people on this forum have experienced the same revelation: I am source=nothing=everything=god. I am a god because I am part of everything and therefore I can command the power of the All=omnipotence. And yet I am also nothing. That’s great, in theory.
The thing is though, having this knowledge- I can now pronounce I AM A GOD- and yet, well here I am, still in the same human body, still facing the same limitations as I did yesterday. Godhood, is something we have to work for- yes this does seem paradoxical- why do we have to work for something we already are? I don’t know the answer to that yet- but for practical purposes- the evidence would suggest that that is how it is. If I look at all the people on this forum, who have experienced this fact, this self-realisation- well, they are all still working on (yet definitely progressing towards) attaining godlike powers.
Similarly, I can pronounce - I am nothing! and yet, well again, here i am, still me-in my human body- still living and breathing and conscious. Again, practically, achieving that state of ‘not to be’, nothingness (which is just as valid as ‘to be’), takes some work- work in the form of renouncing all aspects of ‘to be’. Again, I’m basing this on the evidence that this method seems to work - it is used by so many of the RHP religions, and people like Lady Eva (sorry that I have to keep using you as an example Lady E), experienced that in a very real way when she was doing all that RHP stuff.
I think, the knowledge that one can either align with the ‘to be’ or not to be’ is reassuring to me in a way- because that means that I can indeed achieve both my goals (of to be-now) and (not to be-later), because it would mean simply deciding at some point that- I now longer want to align with ‘to be’, it’s time for me to align with the ‘not-to-be’, in exactly the same way that the RHP follower, at some point in his or her life, makes the same desicion.
And yet, in practicality, it isn’t quite so simple. As we have demonstrated, once I decide that its time to align with ‘not to be’- I’m still going to have to do the work. So currently I’m trying to figure out how this process is going to work in practical terms- because my start point (for the descent into the nothing) is going to be from the consciousness of someone who has striven for more- more power, more ego, more desire etc (in other words the LHP). This is why I have been theorizing that the journey back so to speak would most likely be a longer one than were I starting from the point of normal human consciousness. or perhaps easier, since having burnt out some of those desires and goals- it would make it easier to renounce what it is ‘to be’?
Fuck, reading that back- maybe I have finally lost it lol. Hopefully what I’ve written makes sense on some level. Anyway, this is pretty much where I’m at, atm- trying how figure out how, in practical terms- I am going to go from achieving my LHP goal, to achieving the EVENTUAL RHP goal.