As I dig deeper into my occult studies I keep feeling this overwhelming feeling that by virtue of the intention to become so, I am already a living god in some ways. I dodge authorities constantly with the use of invisibility (Jedi mind trickery to hide my skunky smokage) and a few weeks ago my cousins husband blew his brains out. All I did was wish her constant I’ll will and that’s not the first time my hate for someone has manifested in such a way. In fact as I look back through my life its happened a lot. Starting just out of Jr high when suncoast at my local mall closed immediately following my ban for shoplifting.
I know I have a long way to go, but lately I have been feeling powerful. Is this normal for everyone?