So, awake and sober now again I wasn’t trying to be disrespectful with my other post.
Last night at work covering a fire man’s event and we had a small fire. I was about 20ft away from the portable stoves and bored out of my mind and thought “fuck this is boring we need some excitement.” Burn MF by 5 Finger Death Punch starts blasting in my head and one of the stoves explodes flames out in a huge fireball shaped symbol as clear as day. I’ve seen it before just can’t remember where. Then later on my table is switched to one with a few employees that were guests and I have a small lil crush on one of them. As I’m putting her drink on the table I’m thinking “holy fuck she’s beautiful.” At the same time she grabs my arm to say “you’re such a sweetheart” she deathgrips and wouldn’t let go. I felt a strong heat in my lower chakra thingies and she starts turning beet red and her eyes roll into her head and her jaw drops in a long pause…I recognized that look instantly. Me and the other girl next to her is like wtf you ok and she’s out of breath saying I gotta go clean myself and we all started laughing. Later on when the party was over I went to the bathroom and they were talking and I heard her telling her friend “idkwtf happened I touched him and couldn’t let go like a magnet. I felt a huge rush of energy coming from him straight to my (pg13 stuff) and exploded I almost passed out. Why do you think I’ve been keeping away from him all night every time he’s near I start feeling it again like now.” I just had to be a dick and turn the corner and say goodnight. she started turning red again with a giant shit grin and power walked to the bathroom yelling and giggling “Don you’re an ass stop it!!!” Working with her is gonna be interesting from now on. The same thing happened to the matradee when she shook my hand goodnight. She ripped away and was like “wtf…you’ve never done that before. No handshakes for a while.”
I need to do a shit ton more cleaning baths and meditation work cause it seems like something is starting to kick back into effect. I’m gonna try this this week and see if it helps open me up more.