Hello, I need a cut and clear spell that is simple and really works, tried one before it did nothing…
I am a woman in a two year relationship with a man, i feel may have played and used me, he asked me to be his GF then months later asked me to be engaged,( at the time he said its a real engagement just without the ring because i am going through a divorce), many break ups (he always did the breaking up), verbal and emotional abuse.I have no where else to go, most of my family are gone, no friends here. We broke up almost a year ago, except twice for about a week each time got back together, then a fight would happen, then he would break up with me again. Both of us are adults over 40, in his past he has been married four times, many GFs , some i just recently found out about, he had been lying to me about… he said over 50 so called gfs before his first marriage at age 25, but says he is not a player. ok whatever. I feel he played me and used me for a roommate to help with bills.
So Much more to this situation, Part of me thinks he really cares about me but he feels I cant accept him and his past, there is so much more to all of this, he has problems showing love affection and voicing these things as well it seems. . He was hurt bad with some of the exes, parent issues as a child, trust issues…on and on.
But we all have been hurt and have trust issues… so I have no idea what in the hell is going on, I cant live like this anymore. I need to stop having any feelings for him ASAP.
**The issue is, i NEED to have my feelings for him to stop and just see and feel about him as if he is nothing but a room mate. The feelings of rejection and being disposed of,lied to, feeling not good enough , the non reciprocation, the feeling he may be talking to others is hurting my health in all ways,its ruining my life. I need my power back, and to just be me again, none of my feelings/energies attached to him.
I also think I deserve much better then being treated like this, its wrong, he needs to feel all this now.
I want to keep any feelings of love and attachment he may have for me, i want him to hurt and go through everything he has and still is putting me through!!
Any help or advice would be appreciated.