Hey guys ive been here before i just totally forgot my password and email lol…
So overview of my situation.
I have made a pact with Lucifer earlier this month. Honestly having that mental battle between what i was taught and what i know now. I’ve recently had a breakup with my gf and we’ve been dating for 3.5 years and have been friends since 14( 24years old now). Have done a spell on her once before (it worked; my first one too) but i guess it has expired??
Anyways i feel like i needed something more so ive decided to contact Dantalion but then decided to contact Sallos since i think he would be better fitted for this… I’ve done a Sigil for both Dantalion and Sallos
Yesturday i decided to go to Devil’s Lake (State Park) and on the way there i felt this wierd mental voices talking. Saying i can have whatever i want, i can be who ever i choose, i felt my mind (not brain) expand almost like an open door or funnel into the top of my head. I started freaking out a bit since ive never had that happen. I tried playing some music but it was of no use i eventually calmed down once we got there. I had seen a black squirrel right in front of me( never seen one) and a few bald eagle’s screaming Freedom. (No but serious)…
While in the woods i saw a dark shadow move in my perifial. Idk if this is Dantalion or Sallos. But towards the end of my trip to the park on the lake as the sun set down. Everything got really really calm and my mind went blank! Never felt so peaceful.
I’ve been trying to contact sallos and dantalion for awhile and always wanted to know if they hear me or not. I usually don’t ever have the right tools or candles etc. But always do it with complete respect. I understand the mind alot which is probably why i decided to go to the left hand path. Anyone here can help me out to see what the hell happened?