I am still on the middle of the fence, though I lean to the RHP.
However, I have seen things lately that disturb me.
I am caught up in myself and trying to break it, but it’s hard to do … then today I noticed something when I didn’t mean to, though signs are all around me.
People are hurting and in despair, I can see it in their faces and want to help, but don’t know how except for prayers to God.
Case in point - yesterday I saw this cute young blonde some out of the office building where I work, where I was eating a packet of oatmeal since I’d forgotten to bring my lunch with me and was just outside soaking up some sunlight. She looked hurt when she saw me eating the oatmeal, while most didnt notice, some noticed but laughed, she looked hurt.
I saw her again today, looking hurt still while I was out having a smoke. And she is not the only one, some seem to be in despair, like I am still (but better at hiding it generally), some almost looked like zombies, and I think the issue of continued employment or bad past lovers/family issues are the cause.
How to help? Should I?