Whats up guys. Its been a while since I’ve logged on. Any of my peoples still out there?!
So if anyone remembers, I mentioned that my guides, and one particular entity had advised that if I wanted to reach certain aspects of my life, I would have to actually stop magick all together. I took me a few months (I have stopped doing all practice since last October) to realize what they were trying to teach me. That if you truly want to be happy and ascend, you must first be happy as human. They were telling me that I was leaning much to much towards one side, without embracing the other. Physical vs Metaphysical. My life was filled with magickal properties that I had attained. A hot girlfriend (Now my fiance as of 2 weeks ago ), a gorgeous water front apartment (looking to get a house soon), my own temple, etc etc… Life was good, but I was not feeling fulfilled. It got to a point that I was so engulfed in the realm of magick and ascent, that I would forbid myself from listening to music just because I did not want anything to subconsciously to break the gates of my mind. Guys, I drove in silence for over 2 years! Not even bullshitting any of you. I wanted to learn magick more then anything, and I got damn good at it. I was conjuring entities multiple times a day, at work, my house, driving my car, whenever I wanted to speak with them, they were there.
Now it has been 11 months since I stopped practicing… And OMG, let me tell you. At first it was so difficult not to do my daily meditation. Very hard. Like, HARD! But I know that when the spirits tell me something, Its for a reason, and you must trust what they are advising you to do, even when it seems nuts and counterproductive, in the end, you will see why that was the path you had to take. So I turned everything off. Until I HAD to do a little tiny small bit of magick for something. Guess what happened after I did the magick without any practice for so long? It worked. What does this mean? Well… little by little I would do some magick, whether at my work desk, or at home… but magick kept working. I decided let me check in on a few entities that I have not spoken with in some time, they came. But the crazy part was, I didn’t have to walk around all day thinking about magick, breathing magick, dreaming about magick, looking for omens and signs, etc etc. Put it this way, I feel as though I flew somewhere, found magick, and rather then only being able to do it there, I brought it back home with me. I have a life! I socialize, I have a business, I work on my money, I am building a family, I’m successful, and now I brought the greatest power in the world home. Now, I am truly feeling balanced. Life is like it was before magick, and now I have access to it whenever I want. If I start to feel strange, I align my chakras, and do whatever other meditation techniques I need to. If I have to influence my boss, I’ll take a quarter to the restroom with me, push some influential energy into it, and put it on his desk.
At this point in my life, I dont need magick for everything. I dont need meditation every single day to get the daily chatter out of my head. I have the weapons, and the tools if I need them, while having a great life.
I am 110% NOT telling people to try this. This was my path and its worked out great. I feel like a regular guy with super powers so to speak. Its great. This was just a time I felt drawn to sharing whats going on in my life since I left the forum.
Good Luck to you all.