Part of the lesson with this path we walk is learning self discipline. If you want something then you must overcome your own habits and propensity to be lazy. Habits are hard to break. It is part of what you must do to ascend and grow as a magician/god. You can do rituals to empower yourself. You can make a pact with someone to kick you in the ass and always be ON your ass to force you to do what you claim you want to do, to help you become what you want to become. Yes. It is true. But in the end it is your body, and your choice.
If it is something you want then you pursue it and you DO it. You can not take the “easy way out” and get someone to do it FOR you. Really. If you lack the self discipline to do the work do you really deserve the benefits that come form it? You can banish your lazy tendencies. Or the procrastination in your personality. You can make a schedule and stick to it. The difference between someone who does something as a hobby and an Olympic athlete is the one in the Olympics makes themselves got out there in the cold and dark, and stick to the schedule every day whether the body wants to rest or not. The one who just does it as a hobby is the one blown about by the winds of their emotions and “waits for desire.” You have to make yourself do it whether you feel like it or not.
Action comes before the feelings change. Most people think they have to wait on the feeling and when the feeling comes then they will do it. No. It is action first and feelings follow. Of course we all need a break and do take them. But after a day or two break make yourself get back to the routine. Only you can do it. If you can not conquer you, how can you conquer any battle?