I am a baby witch. Extreme beginner material but I am hopeful that one day I would be there with the big players.
I am new to this and honestly I was a hardcore agnostic before ā¦sometimes I think how in the hell did I end up reading and believing in this stuff,but I feel like this is the path for me.
I do not come from abrahamic religions so the only advantage I have is that I was not brainwashed into thinking demons are evil and other dogma(however Hollywood has made me scared of ghosts and demons; right now My only fear is darkness ā¦weird right?) .I have NEVER experienced any supernatural thing in my life and I am as blind as a bat regarding these spiritual things.However I am willing to learn.
Mostly LHP but RHP too (just not JCI one my own culture).
I would need your help mostly but I can offer you some basic knowledge about Aaiyyanism.
I hear you, I love the dark, unless I watch a horror movie them Im looking over my shoulder for two days afterā¦ At least thatās an easy fix: donāt watch that shit! It messes with your mind and hence messes with your magick.
When you have more real magick experience then you will be able to go back to it with a stronger mentality.
LHP and RHP, Aaiyyanismā¦I am quite new so I donāt know many type but I would like to learn them all dabble in each one of them, I however would like to start by letter of intent to the four goddess (when it gets finalized,I would be posting it in a new thread for anyone to comment).Umm ā¦this is going to be quite long(as in I might take up a lot of your time unnecessarily talking about things that does not interest you)was it a genuine question asked from a place of curiosity or formal one that was required by me to answer?
Thank you yeah I have stopped doing that,I have even stopped watching and reading dark psychological and gore stuff.
The only thing I am scared of right now is darkness(I believe if i watch a horror movie or think about haunted dolls etc I would still be scared but I donāt pay attention to it) but darkness ā¦I have to face it everytime I sleep.
I hope this stupid fear goes away its annoying more than anything else I would tell you the whole story but I donāt want to take much of your time. Thank you and If you would be kind enough I would be posting the letter of intent I would do 7 days later,could you read and critique it.
Welcome to the party! I used to have a fear of the dark too, or so I thought. Itās after years that I realized it was more of not having complete control of a situation that I feared then the dark itself. Good luck to ya
Welcome to the forum this is the perfect place to grow and learn. Youāll find plenty of like minded individuals eager to help you on your journey. And weāre all learning too lol letās be honest itās constant
It messes with your mind and hence messes with your magick.
yeah I have stopped doing that,I have even stopped watching and reading dark psychological and gore stuff.
Great to have you here.
this is the perfect place to grow and learn. Youāll find plenty of like minded individuals eager to help you on your journey. And weāre all learning too lol letās be honest itās constant 
