I will absolutely clear this up right now.
A requirement to give any information to a forum that caters to the Left Handed seems very counter intuitive. The reasoning to want an introduction is 100% valid and understood, as introductions can help in a million ways. That being said my intention was not to side skirt this very important rule, nor fail at the ability to communicate. This is the first time in my life I was accused of mumbling, so if I was not concise with my thoughts I am here to un-jumble the mumble.
Aside: I feel what I stated, (more so what I did not state,) was very telling to those who were listening, but I was in a rush and wanted to get this out of my head as soon as possible.
Here is a real introduction:
I am old, I have grey hair. I have fathered 3 offspring, 2 hobbits, and one of legal age, all with the same partner. I was abandoned at birth, left for dead on the doorstep of an orphanage, and shipped to America at 6 months old. My birth name means Star Emperor. I am going to skip ahead, as this will be a dissertation if I continue.
My interests are chaos, and I cannot say I align in any certain camp. Anarchist to possible libertarian if I had to choose, (not the nouveau version of libertarian…)
I have been indoctrinated in esoteric matters for over 40 years, but I am 100% brand new. The first cut to the ties that bind us happened 2 months ago, very unceremoniously I might add. Within 2 days, my father passed away and my disabled mother now lives with me and my family…basically things changed, and the wish for upheaval was fulfilled in spades.
I was called to put something out there, and it was not for me. Maybe the call was my imagination and I wasted bandwidth and time.
Lastly, I ask for nothing at this point and will offer what I can as far as information. I felt a connection with one of the authors. I have rebelled from society, life, establishment ever since I can remember. I have finally, and very recently, found acceptance with myself, and without the need of other assistance. 2+ years without a dragon to chase, and my rebirth to the world was a harsh slap in the face. If anyone can hear these words and wishes to converse more, please feel free to drop a line. I have 10+ years of daily theology classes in which to base my current path of study, and finding concurrent truths within different ideologies, as well as the omission of truths, is even more telling to me.
Hope this suffices, thanks for reading.