Hi there. I’m not sure what kind of spiritual working I should do. I don’t really resonate with anything and I don’t know where to start.
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I’ll be in my 30s soon and I’m from North America.
My experiences with the paranormal include two failed attempts at astral projection, and I know it was that because I’ve read about it. For me I saw a white light with jet engine noises (but not as intense)…and then it stopped. The next night the same thing but it wasn’t as intense as the previous night.
Another time I was on my bed and I felt the rising and falling of someone’s chest on my head, even though there was no one else in the room. I tried to get up but before I did I went “yeah, I think someone else is here.” I tried to get up and I felt two hands pushing me down. I signed crosses and said “Jesus Christ” and the spirit left. I don’t know what that was about but I never felt these things again.
My struggle is that I can’t visualize anything in my head and I can’t seem to do the TGS. I’m not sure of what spiritual working could help me since nothing really seems to work and I don’t get why.
Thank you for elucidating more upon your experience.
What kind of paranormal things and personal pathworkings have you experienced?
I’ve been a ceremonial magician for twenty years so…a lot lol
What’s that like?