Hi, I would like to introduce myself as I take pride on being someone with a strong word/presence.
I used to be a Catholic child. Situations in my life caused me to mature in such a way that made me very skeptical and rational and turning to atheism. During this change in my life I experimented with many different things until one night as I meditated my astral projection I felt how my room was broken into and 11 to 13 hooded figures surrounded my bed, joined hands and completely paralyzed my body. I was scared and confused and decided to force me to use my dream controlling but all I could do was look around at this figures surrounding me, I decided to break concentration from my attempt at astral projection and after everything turned pitch black I was able move again.
Recently I’ve been feeling like something is telling me I need to push through, like there is a reason to all of this as if it was my purpose in life. I am extremely confused and need help.