First of all, pardon for my english, I am likely to make some mistakes or sound funny, because I am not from an english speaking country. My ability in reading and understanding English is far better than my wirting skills.
I am here, because something happened to me and I have the strong feeling, that all or most of that stuff relates to magick of some sort. Over the course of months so many unusual things happened, it felt like being in a movie - a very strange, but amazing one. I have never felt so good in my entire life and I have never met so many interesting new people in such a short time.
But now I am back in my normal life, in my normal hell, and it feels even more hell than before now I’ve been at “another place”.
I miss the person I was, I miss the people and I really miss one special person.
The place where all of that happened is gone and so has almost everything else.
I have no idea, what all of that was about, it was certainly not something that happens to people very often, and it has never happened to me before.
Maybe you can help me find out what exactly it was?
When it comes to magick, I am not even a novice I think, but I use tarot cards since many years. Most of the time I’ve used to gain more knowledge of my own feelings and hiden motives.
The cards are inconclusive when it comes to that special incident and people.
I have seen and felt “things”, but I never actually called an entity. I was greaful they left me alone, because they were not friendly at all and I encountered them by chance. After the death of my grandmother she visited me in a dream and I could see my grandfather walking away at his funeral.
I can sense different energies in a room and I can sense energy in stones.
I know three people that practice magick, but they are not close friends. From what I can sense, all three are quite powerful. But most people who claim to do magick or “see things” or “ghosts” are just imposters. Also I don’t trust most of the sites on the internet, but this forum seems to be the right place for my questions. I am sure you have experienced a lot of … unusual stuff.