Hello everyone. I signed up here cause I think that reading other people’s experiences can help me to build mine, and also cause I have a lot to learn. I am a French young woman (sorry for my English, then ^^), living in the Netherlands. When I was a child I witnessed supernatural phenomenons and I’ve always had kind of medium abilities. I have kinds of strong suggestions that I can sometimes only feel, sometimes hear, and sometimes it shows up in mind by means of images.
I found out a long time ago that I’m like an “occult lighthouse” as other magicians call me. Entities are generally attracted by me. I don’t really know why. Some of my friends saw me as something very shiny in the astral world. Could be a reason ^^
I first want to build a good relation with Sekhmet, that clearly has chosen me. But I also want to learn more about Voodoo, Chaos Magic and evocation.
Some other gods could reached me in my dreams : Lucifer, Hephaistos, Belial. I had a strong connection with lilith as well, gave her my blood and put my trust in her but I found out that I could not be 100% as she wants me to be, so I just cut everything with her. I feel like she’s definitely not okay with that but I think Sekhmet is protecting me from her curses . She seems to be like a mother with me.
If anyone is familiar with those topics, don’t hesitate to DM me, it would be a pleasure