First of all, I apologize for the long post, but I think it’s better to include context for a better assessment of the situations and what measures should be taken.
As the title says, I need help regarding reconciliation with a former partner.
The breakup was recent and sudden, with him stating he doesn’t have any negative feelings towards me, and no third party is involved, and we even spoke a week after because I was curious about what caused the breakup (he was vague, so I did a tarot reading, which left me even more confused). Also worth noting that he said he also feels shitty in this context, but he didn’t hint at us getting back together. For magickal context, I have done reconciliation, domination spells, love bindings, and even break up spells before on another person - they were all successful. After lurking on here, I noticed that most people believe that you should detach yourself from the outcome and move on, but from my past experience, desperation (no point in hiding it here, imho) always worked best for me, granting accurate and fast results. I tried to detach myself from the outcome, but honestly, I can’t. I’ve been making efforts towards reconciliation daily since the day of the break up itself, but nothing seems to be working. A list of what I have tried (please keep in mind that all of these were successful in the past with the other person):
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Petitions
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Created a servitor to fill his thoughts of me and get him to contact me
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Candle spells
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Visualisation
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Subliminals (made my own, using his full name, clearly stating my intentions, included boosters, etc)
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Communication spells (writing a letter and keeping it in your phonecase)
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Sigils
Nothing seems to be working. I keep dreaming about us being together again, but only once did I dream of the actual reconciliation happening. There is a strong connection based on trust and intimacy and love between us, and as far as I’m aware, he doesn’t practice magick nor know anyone else other than me who does.
I’ve checked all threads that relate with what I need, but it was always something I’d already done, something I can’t do due to being on lockdown with other people, or entities I am not ready/fit to contact (either due to lockdown, not having supplies, or failed attempts in the past). As for posessions of his, I have a picture of us together that I focused on (I’m not willing to burn/pierce/sacrifice it in any way), a picture of him that I took, a lighter, and a box. I am also working on myself during this period, mainly through working out and reading, but I am starting to become really desperate, as our 2 years anniversary is in a few weeks. I need all the help I can get. Any and all help, insight or advice is very much appreciated.