Hello Guys I think that I need your Help now ^ ^
I cannot comunicate with Lucifer properly as with the rest of the spirits.
here is what I have done
Mostly Sigil magic I even put my blood on the Sigil keep it with me allways Chanting and everything yet I can see differences but I cannot comunicate properly
I have no Feeling No hearing No Seeing Just internal Voice and Images which is pretty easy to make with my mind although that developed I still cannot trust it enough. I am studiyng Tarrot now is that the path which to take first or should I develop something else first, What should I do ?
Thought of going to the forest make the Demonic Circle of Koetting get the sigil more blood on it and chant until he comes or ? aren’t I annoying him if he is there I cant trust my internal voice yet I had I am here with different tones but I can make them with my mind so that is a problem to me, one interesting experience I was triyng to make contact with Lilith and in my inner vision saw a Woman in Darkness had somewhat of a big hoodie cant make out the details very well but there was somewhat a strange feeling I got from the image she had like some smile like a predator was that she or my mind only.
What can you suggest I practice first and one other thing is it a problem I have 10 open sigils with blood on them in my pocket daily for months now ?