Ok, I was going to ask for some help as follows:
I think what’s happening with this particular situation is I am wanting this so much it’s screwing with the results. Basically I was involved with someone who had a son who wasn’t handling their separation, she went back because of that. We were going to get back together when the son was older. We kept in touch but then one day out of the blue she calls and says don’t ever try to contact her again. That was 4 years ago. I know he told her stuff about me that wasn’t true. Last year contacted her and told she hates me. Warned off by a police friend of hers. I have done a few spells without results. Her partner is a lying cheating sleaze but she won’t even talk to me. I know if we could talk, if she left him, that we could at least be friends again or more. I lost my best friend and soul mate because of his lies. I just need someone to give me a hand with it because I seem to be sabotaging myself.
Then I got in my car and first song on was “I pray for you” by Jaron and the long road to love. Thankfully no playing up by my radio today as it has had so much interference the last 2 days I couldn’t even listen to it. Then the line “Have a little faith in me” has been going through my head.
Feeling really unsure of myself atm. I have done spells before to get her talking to me, with no result. The last one was only 5 days ago. I know I probably screw it up, I was pretty good with keeping my head off it until today. If someone has any advice for me that would be great, or if someone who is experienced would be willing to do something (like talk to Dantalion or Sallos or another or a spell) on my behalf, I would be eternally grateful. I can feel myself getting stronger and I know the point of success will be there, this is truly the only thing I want in life at the moment. Maybe if someone else had a crack at it might be the extra that’s needed.