Ive had something bothering me for the past 10 years, and this is the best place Ive found so far for solving mysteries, so perhaps you guys can give me some insight into this one…
I was still in high school at the time, just starting to really discover whats behind the veil and learn about my higher self and all that, and one night I had a dream that has been burned into my memory ever since. Knowing what I know now, Im guessing it wasnt really a dream.
I was running from some forces that were intent on destroying me, and after I gave them the slip, I found myself on a large grassy hill, and next to me, coming out of the ground was a large, flat disc, made out of concrete or possibly granite, about 4 feet in diameter. A very old man appeared next to me, wearing a hooded cloak, and he wanted to show me something very important. He took four long pine branches, and arranged them in a sort of tic-tac-toe configuration on the stone disc, making this shape
He made very sure that I understood that the corners of the square were NOT to touch the circumference of the circle, in fact, the square ive drawn there is probably a little too big.
If I concentrate, I can remember various other parts of the dream, but I dont think theyre all that important. This is whats been burned in my memory and has replayed in my head almost every day for almost 10 years now.
Now, you would think that this a fairly simple geometric pattern, and it would be easy to find a lot of info on it…but I really cant.
Really, the only time I ever see this pattern is on windows in old houses
Ive shown it to at least 20 different people, and none of them have any ideas for me either. One did tell me that it might be a personal symbol, and that showing it to others would be a bad idea. I toyed around with that for a bit, but the shape is too simple, too utilitarian to be for one person alone.
Lately Ive been activating it sigil-style at the beginning of all my rituals and workings, but it doesnt seem to do much. It will flash slightly and waver around a bit, but there doesnt seem to be any entities tied to it. Ill usually get some interesting ideas from doing this though, and the last few times Ive seen Hebrew text flashing across the square, but Im not fluent in hebrew, and it goes by way too fast for me to interpret it.
My other thought is that maybe it has a function similar to a triangle of manifestation, or it might even be a portal or a gateway, but Im not sure how I would go about testing those theories.
Im really hoping you guys have some fresh ideas for me, Ive been banging my head against the wall on this one for too long now!