Have anyone of you guys working with Odin got ‘love is not good’ impression from him?
When I did ‘play with my hand’ while thinking about him (I did it in his honor and to raise my magickal abilities) he gave me impressions that he doesn’t really like sexual activities.
Actually he showed me one of his bynames on a pink background - Bölverk - while I was doing it.
(Honestly I didn’t call him by that name, and don’t wanna do it!)
This wasn’t the first time he gave me negative impressions on sexual activities, including love and marriage.
One night in my dreams I saw ‘兰因絮果’, a Chinese old saying that I haven’t really thought for a while.
It means ‘Meeting between people(particularly love relationship) is vain in the end’.
I think the Allfather gave me(at least let me get) that dream, 'cause I pray him every night before sleep to intervene in my dreams.
Are these really message from him or just my subconscious mind impacted my dreams?
Yes, I know the mythology - his wife Frigg is a patron of love and marriage, and he himself got many children through relationships with many women.
But it’s also true that he doesn’t think love relationship is actually stable (see Hávámal).
And here is the interesting thing… I think so too.
I don’t think love relationship is good as I’ve seen too many lovers breaking(including me and my parents) and turning against each other.
So I can’t help but wondering what this is.
Divine message? My subconscious mind just playing with me? Maybe the sum of two?
Oh I don’t know… Help me please if you can.