Did a reading on who my patron/mator is…
I got cards in this order… Prince of cups, princess of disks, and 5 of cups. Who reminds you of that the most?
Prince of cups = Airy part of water or its elasticity. and volatility, and energy of steam. In this card he is seated in a chariot, surrounded by clouds and drawn by an eagle. He carries a lotus and a cup from which issues a spiral serpent.
Princess of disks = Earthy part of earth, or the element on the brink of transfiguration. She is standing; her crest is the head of aram; her scepter descends into the earth where its head becomes a diamond. Behind are a grove of trees, and centre is the chineses ideogram denoting the twin spiral force of creation in perfect equilibrium.
5 of cups = Disappointment. Geburah in the suit of water. Mars in scorpio. The cups are empty. They are arranged in an inverted pentagram. They symbolize the triumph of matter over spirit.