Hello. Still dont know who my gd is but i have some idea from various messages. Id like some help and suggestions.
1st, i have the mark of hermes so i thought maybe thoth was my guardian deity. Mark of hermes is the mark of the healer which is awesome since im a caretaker
2nd, had a dream where a hawk(looked like a hawk) flew to my arm and then i woke up. I was atop a mountain.
3rd, ive randomly gotten a wiff of frankincense, i was the only one in the room who could smell it. This was during my studying.
4th, had a dream where i moved into a house we realized was haunted and eventually i left and was in my city but it was empty. A wolf came up to me and we ran through the city together. The wolf guided me back to the house where my gf was being fucked by someone else(guessing that was a warning that she will become unfaithful). Noteworthy that in the dream i thought"oh yea everybody is gone because of the war"
5, had a dream where i had something alive in my stomache, the paramedic shown up and said “shouldnt have eaten people”. In the ambulance, i cut open my stomache, pulled out a blonde lump of hair, and then stapled my stomache. Then i was suddenly in my bathroom with a man and a woman. The man had dark hair and dressed like a lucifer(from the show). They said “we didnt do this to you, but we can help you protect yourself”. Then they did something to me like gave me a “gift” and i woke up.
6, i had been working on merkaba activation, next thing i know i sit up out of my body and see an 18th century girl pacing at the end of my bed. Scared me so i woke up.
7, ive had 2 dreams with the same blonde woman appearing, she had blue eyes and i remember thinking “she seems like she knows me”.
8, was doing my merkaba meditation when i saw green aura, pillars, started seeing sacred geometry, and then i heard a very calm male voice “not many humans make it here. Congrats–” once i became aware i got excited and woke up.
The numbers 222,333, and 555 keep appearing. The aura is literally like sunlight on a subtle sunburn. It stings but is a warm glow. I think the gd works on my chakras while i meditate. I can feel the entity climb on top of me or sit next to me and touch me. When she does my muscles twitch, i assume this to represent blockages coming undone.
Any advice would be most appreciated.