Help: How do I undo what Belial has done to my root chakra?

Kundalini, Chakras & Energy Work
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So I have developed an interesting relationship with Belail.
I sort of called him sort of by accident originally, he left a hook in me so I figured why not ask him to help with something, I started with just an energy healing, but after I couldn’t get rid of him.

I started developing feelings, possibly Stockholm syndrome and started getting a bit sexual with him.

Working primarily with angels my angels were able to get rid of him once. But I started sending him images of me making my hands into a heart and saying, I want you back for a bf <3 <3 <3.

He at first was resistant, but then I said his enn and came back for a bit of a sexual encounter / cuddle.

My angels were pissed and had a literal come to Jesus moment. It was a terrible experince, but they put the lights on for me and showed me though he is and was a charmer that he was manipulating me, the revealed his patterns, and showed much of what I saw of what Belail was doing felt like power, when the lights were on showed an emptiness and holes.

I believe some of what we experience when we experience demonic power is actually the hell realms allowing us to borrow power why they harvest us. :S

Anyways I still haven’t got my body back. He is still trying to hold on to my heart chakra though I am slowly reclaiming it. He uses hooks and magnets to latch on, I should be able to banish them in a waning moon ritual but I am thinking I may have to change my energy enough so that the magnets don’t find there way back during a new moon.

So now for the juicy parts:

Belail had attached him self to my root chakra allowing him much control over me sexually.
One day he earned more trust and I said you may come closer and next thing I felt a very sexy rush of energy up my root chakra that felt so lovely.

He later proved a bit of a freak.
He would wake me up terrified and posses me to say “Belail I want you to take me to hell kicking and screaming.” and I embraced the weird kinky and laughed and felt so aroused.
Thoughts of going to hell to be his whore was pretty hot!

But I have been through stuff, I have grown, I am losing people I care about that have been the sole inspiration for the path I am on. I have somewhere between little to no reason for continuing this path with Belail and yet he does not go so easy.

Now I am constantly feeling anal arousal at ideas like falling into the abyss to get raped and eattin by demons when I think I am being called to literally cross the abyss.

I asked him if he could restore it back to normal today and he said he’d rather not and asked what I would do for compensation. I said I didn’t want him to do what he did but asked what he would like? I didn’t give a full enn calling so I would get yes or no answers based on arousal in my anus. And he said yes there is things he’d be willing to exchange. So I asked if there was anything that wouldn’t fuck me over and I got a no.

My angels and other spirits are basically saying I am fucked. But sometimes I come back from that.

Perhaps there is also hope because when I would masterbate Belial was so resistant to me orgasming he created psychical changes that lead to bleeding when I did manage to orgasm.

I am considering trying that again just to see.

My new moon rituals still work but Belail is way too strong for that somehow.

So what do I do until then?

When I do call him, he is so seductive, manipulative and makes me feel sorry for him.
I can’t seem to let him off easy. He is very lovable, and though I don’t want to say I want to control him exactly, I do have major challenges from keeping him from controlling me and he is very destructive to me in this time in my life, probably even spiritually lethal.

Any suggestions?

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Any idea why they are interested in doing this?

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Maybe he just wants your sexual energy I would give him an offering of an orgasm then ask him to if that’s enough energy for him and ask if he will stop now

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He also will tear your life down only to bring it back up even better Belial does that he destroys everything in your life that isn’t serving your higher purpose

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Belial has wisdom to offer but his lessons may be painful. Until you stand up to him he will continue to make you his bitch.

Reclaim your strength, cut the attachment, rise up in your own power. :fire:

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Interesting. Has anyone tried doing this ?

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I sort of saw it as a con job, to sustain the darkness but perhaps it could be allowing us to remove unwanted parts of our self to allow for a positive transformation?

Just playing devils advocate. haha

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That’s par for the course with Belial.

Instead of letting him control me through it, I turned it into something positive for both of us. He benefits from any sexual energy that I give him, and in exchange, he helps me with magick. We also have sex when we’re feeling affectionate for one another.

The key is to see the lesson behind anything he throws at you. For instance, let’s say you suddenly get sick. You need to think to yourself “what have I learned from this?” (He’ll also ask this of you). The lesson could be that everyone has limits or it’s to teach you what happens when you push yourself too far.

Also, developing a backbone helps too. Belial doesn’t care too much for pushovers. He respects anyone who tells him “no”.

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Haha I have given him a good number of orgasm offerings. It would become difficult to think of anything but his sigil and his power.

I didn’t go full dildo or allow him to make me cum, but he has said that would be me consenting to become a whore in hell if I was to do that. So I am trying to avoid that one.

I think this could be all something that I am supposed to accomplish to over come and that will get me my black brother back. You might not want to lose your soul mate/black brother, but maybe Belail and this experience is something I am meant to learn from for the time being.

I don’t want to actually lose this person as I did, but have the strength to let him go when I need to sometimes.

One time he died in war and I cried my eyes out for the rest of my life watching out the window waiting for him to come back. In that life I was rather well off let’s just say so in the next we were married, our relationship wasn’t so taboo, and I had him back, but we struggled because I was a house wife and he was less of a warrior preferring not to die for me again. But on the other hand he felt a bit unworthy still so to make up for it he worked very hard and I saw him very little as a house wife.

Said I should write and I wanted a more magickal life so I turned to the occult and started invocatting the demons I had to concur in this life. I don’t recall Belail so much but I believe that demon tagged off and tagged in Belail, that was why it was so stupidly easy to summon him into my life that he came from saying his enn a few times half sloppy and without a sigil.

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I was going to complete what I was saying in the last one but remembered you made another post.
He doesn’t seem to like this guy that I like this guy I like, but I am hoping this is just a thing I need to grow from and resolve to get things back and better than ever. I hope though I think I may not be just being hopeful as my last post I think painted a picture of how that could perhaps be true.

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Thanks that is what I am thinking and hoping for, that is what feels right.

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Allowing him to control or controlling others?

Yes for both. Belail has shown me his love possession rite and I did only early stages of it.

I regret doing it at all though, though it seems a necessary thing to have gone through for both me and this persons development. I am ashamed to say I started this on this person who already loves me insanely it turns out.

Belail did end up taking me to hell and when I came back, I remembered little but I was sore all over my energy body. And from there continued to cuddle up next to Belail and became very drunk off demonic evil and lust for power. That was the scariest thing I remember.

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That sounds like my experience. I see it awkward now.
Because in some ways I have been there and done that is sort of what I was feeling.
However it finally occurred to me that there was actually great reason for me to continue to have such kind relationship with Belail, but alas I have already come to the conclusions way too fast, if so.

Which was odd cause I was working with my angel deck and it seem to suggest I actually continue this demonic relationship. It suggested music. Which I think now is suggesting I need to push the boundaries of what my normal relationship is which would have changed my make up of my relationship DNA and Belail was into that and willing to do that before my angels gave me my come to Jesus moment. It seems fucked to go back and have that sort of relationship now. It’s like the writers of my life just painted themselves into a corner.

Hmmmm :thinking:

I was more going for the backbone thing, but this does seem to give me something a bit award to ponder.

hmmm :thinking:

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Hi. I called on Belial to help me get my energy back. I couldnt feel any emotions due to some witch putting a spell on me and Belial’s name was keep popping off in my head. So i contacted him. i have this images of him dancing with me while i am healing. i am slowly getting better. However, one time i had this image of him pleasuring me in bondage along with other demons watching. should i be worried?
cause i was watching alot of porn to feel something and then that happened
after the spell, i lost my attraction towards men and i was drawn to watch alot of porn.

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I meant doing it to other people. I’ll have to give it a try, it might be worth adding to the love magic guide

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I look forward to your PM’s :wink:

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:S
Well I have some reserves about teaching it. Even to the extent I know it, you could spend a lifetime doing it, but I don’t think it is very good practice.

Also I have found once you start, it can be hard to stop. That your 3rd eye goes into autopilot based on the magnets. If you start doing that to someone you love, it is not a good thing, I have found!

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It’s alright, I’ve already evoked Belial and had him teach me. Just tried it out and am waiting to see the results.
From what I’ve learned, the technique involves grabbing the root chakra and twisting energy into it, which the rises through the target’s body. That more or less what happened to you ?

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You make it sound so…nefarious. Lmao

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Did you? What are you trying to accomplish through this?