Hello everyone. I would sure love to acquire omnipresence one day but this is unfortunately not the day. Let me give a bit of a background of myself. I am from Hawaii and live in what I call a Mormon town on the Island of Oahu. I am Mormon, but since my experience of learning to astral project from Robert Bruce, my mind became filled with questions; Questions about what exactly life is. I then had met a Korean healer. He had come to my home and used a pendulum as well as scanned my body by putting his hand above my head. At the time, I thought it was mumbo jumbo till he told me exactly what I had. This brought up even more questions. These questions soon to be answered after about six random suicides around my town with more still going on today for no apparent reason that I see of besides the year my high school had been ineligible for the state championships because we had an ineligible player who played a couple of games. I had an episode later on when my grades started to drop as well as being accused of stalking a relative who I really like (yeah I know, gross; I like to think we’re all one anyways so it’s ok) and the whole school knew about it. Dropped me into hardcore depression. After about six episodes and seven attempts at suicide, I had some kind of awakening that Robert Bruce told me was a Kundalini awakening. I was then admitted into the hospital for attempted suicide with a knife at school. It taught me something that year. Never try to kill yourself in school. You’ll get sent to the hospital where patients sneak in knives and try to kill you anyways. You’ll end up being stuck taking extremely cold showers, using a bad internet connection, a very thin blanket, and oh, I forgot, mandatory school! After that period, I became interested in possession after I had heard of another experience a relative had. She had been in a full possession twice. She was climbing on walls and doing things no 68 year old would ever be able to do. She was later exorcised as well as they did something special. Forgot what it was though. I guess at the same time I must have some blood of a healer as well as a medium and the type of Hawaiian Magic called the Kahunas. In fact my aunt is a Kahuna and she can be a douche sometimes. On to the part where I actually started learning about magic. Again the possession thing is well, I wanted to materialize bodies and possess them or maybe possess the relative I like. I ran into a book by Franz Bardon called Initiation Into Hermetics while looking up how the Dalai Lama was going to reincarnate after he turns 90. I read all the warnings within the book and such before starting, but I stopped because he said I wouldn’t find anything that would help me rule the world and such. The next day, I decided to read again and figured out maybe that was a defense mechanism so I kept reading. I practiced each exercise step by step. On step 7 and probably won’t get past till sometime in the future. I really wanted to get on to the Practice of Magical evocation, but he says I would need to reach step 8 first. I had looked everywhere trying to find another way. I searched through many forums and finally ended up on Evocationmagic (ironic huh?). Many of the posts there mention the same name over and over and over. Of course it was none other than E.A Koetting. This is how I made my way here to this wonderful forum and the place where I knew for a fact that I would learn how to do evocations.
Thank you very much E.A for providing a forum as well as your programs and books for me. I don’t think I would have been able to start making progress anywhere. I would say possession is possibly a second step later on for me to learn about again, though the Zombie dad on the deathbed sounded very interesting especially if it were some Zombie supermodel I leave this as my first post within this forum. Thank you for reading my personal narrative which sums up my magic ascent up to this point.
Peac- er CHAOS!