I honestly don’t know why it has taken me so long to actually reach out to like-minded people concerning these subjects.
I am glad I found this forum and look forward to learning from you all! It’s time for me to actually put to good use the skills and sight I have had since I was young. I feel as though I have closed that third eye, so to speak. Does that make sense? I feel like that is where I need to put my focus into before I start messing with anything more advanced. Opening myself back up to the energies around me.
I have had several, SEVERAL occurances at my childhood home. I grew up very scared of my home, and friends that came in also felt something strange in there. I have several dreams concerning the house, even now. I don’t know if that is more psychological than spiritual though.
My main goal is to gain enough knowledge to commune with Azazel properly. I have felt a deep connection to him for some time now and I feel he has already worked in my life, but I could be mistaken. That is why I want to learn more.