I am a student and observer more than anything. I have been studying occult topics since childhood, allowing the knowledge to shape my understanding of reality and keeping myself from falling into easy bake paradigms of perception.
Several years ago, I came across the work of a Buddhist American named Cameron Day who teaches soul contract revocation. This has greatly impacted my life and worldview, and has given me a severe allergy to dogma in the realm of spirituality.
This is likely why I find the information here so interesting. Western esotericism tends to be taught by stuffy and fearful dogmatists, making it difficult to digest. I find none of that with EA. Plus, he just comes across as a sincere dude with a lot of boldness, rather than a massive dork with social anxiety. Lol.
Anyway, I’m a secret practitioner. I’ve done a lot of meditation/visualization. I’ve dabbled with evocation, sigil magick, candle magick, and mantras. I’ve created a tulpa. My goals are to liberate myself from fear and to continue to increase in knowledge and thus power.