Last night after I was tucked in, I decided to put on some isochronic/theta tones to help me sleep… sometimes that stuff is like a duel blade to me. I sleep better but the trade off is sometimes bizarre dreams that are sometimes even nightmareish.
In the past I have had some really tramatizing ones but last night took the cake.
So, here is what I remember and I’d like to request any interpretations you have on it.
The sky was black with some crackles of dark red/maroon highlighting the darkness…the dream itself took place where I grew up and my parents still live. There was a loud bone chilling mechanical monster sound (think, the sounds in war of the world’s that the aliens made). my stomach dropped and the next thing I knew I was running for my life from these gigantic things I don’t know how to even describe.
I was on the street that I grew up at, and eventually found my dad during a brief period where the monsters were off chasing different people. He was hammering something above a log and matter how much I begged and screamed for him to come with me, because I was heading to a shelter, he ignored me and just kept hammering. Upon hearing the sound again I had to leave me dad, I was screaming and crying as I ran.
At some point, I found a person laying down on the ground and I went to help but upon getting closer I realise that the head had been severed and there was a pool of blood under the body.
I screamed again and then begun doing what I normally do when I’m balls deep in a nightmare, I started reciting an enn. Either I call Azazel, Lilith or Lucifer. Most of the time after I do this, I wake up or something positive happes to make the nightmare better.
I stared to call Azazel, but halfway through the enn a circular portal opened and “Satan” came through. He was wearing a back joker outfit with short black hair, and in response to me saying I was really scared and didn’t want to die he said, “child, everything is fine I promise.”
And…I actually I can’t remember if anything happened after that.
It was odd tho cause I called for Azazel and Satan showed up instead.
It felt so real…