What spirit can heal me from being a sadist? Ever since I have gotten sargatanas’s true power it has gotten dangerously worse. The first time he appeared to me was in a red robe, pale skin, handsome, long blonde hair, smirk and two girls on either side on their knees with collars around their necks attached to chains he was holding. Like he knew me on a very deep level. Then proceeded to give me visions of beating them to death. I had absolutely no control over this vision. I am 21 years old.
Maybe Goddess Isis can still help you but you should approach her with sincerity and explain why you need her help. She is the Goddess of healing and protection. Isis works excellently with dark adepts as well with light workers too.