So after 13 years of working at breakneck pace with very little guidance I finally hit a wall due to my own stupidity. Decided to start over with from some wonderful people here on BALG.
First step a few days ago: Visualization meditation from @anon48532061 to help me with learning draining to help fix some of my energy cap out, as well as helping me “reset” my chakra network and burn out blockages.
Result: Success. Network fixed and Sacral attuned to Fire. Whole process went well, new levels of sensitivity through my whole system
Step two: Chakra meditation provided by @Micah , working with , and previous visualization meditation again
Result: Working highly successful, Chakra meditation completely fine during first half but issues during Throat on second half. Visualization meditation results in black out
Step three: Visualization meditation again, with attempt to a new Baptism in Death(fourth)
Result: I did my Baptism to Death like I planned. When I was finishing, Azathoth had me come forward and he attuned me to Chaos. Resulted in me losing strength and hitting the ground. After that Someone from the Void pulled me in and attuned me to Void, Air, and Earth, and then I got told to do no workings for 5 days. At that time I will come back and someone else will attune me to Water
Current state: Draining is a GO! Chakra network cleaned out and “reset”. Root attuned to Earth, Sacral attuned to Fire, Plexus attuned to Death, Heart filled with Chaos, Throat attuned to Air, and Third Eye opened with Void. Looking forward to Water attunement for my Crown, and then attuning to other energies I need in my kit again. Will update in a few days since I feel like Im on “Spring Break” now by orders