thats kind of the problem. I tried looking at how to evoke spirit guides but all of them kind of ask by name
I did an altar evocation by “requesting my guide” “the spirit sent down by king paimon”(didn’t like doing this, i was afraid of calling him specifically instead)
Perhaps ill try getting into sleep paralysis tonight, when it showed up the first time i do recall it telling me my name, but its been on the “tip of my tounge” for the past weeks and couldn’t figure it out
when i tried Astral Projecting last night and got close it rubbed itself around me and my face and took me out of trance.
Perhaps I’ll try this again
Usually thats when i feel its presence anyway, that and when im doing anything general metaphysics