I suddenly had got the urge to contact Lucifer and ask him for help during a hard time. Ever since then things have started getting better (still not perfect), my thoughts have gotten calmer etc.
Ever since I was a child I had weird experiences, one was that I got the idea an angel of light would come help me with that precious thing once I learn a lesson.
So far I have been lighting candles for Lucifer and asked him for guidance, protection and to restore something very precious to me. One night while I was trying to sleep, I was just changing sides and I felt this warm air on my face but no strange energy or such. Even my nightmares have stopped scaring me, it feels like I have control over them. The point is I feel my anger/thoughts getting calmer and I don’t even have such strong insecurities I have always had. I was wondering if this is because he agreed to help and guide me, or is this just a new pre-breakdown period?
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